Seeker: Amma, when I was in the process I got into an extraordinary state. Now six months later, the state suddenly dips at times. Is something wrong with me that I am not able to sustain it?

Amma: You are not an isolated human being. The rest of the world, its
thoughts, fears and pleasures are constantly affecting you. The enormous
influence of people living in lower levels of consciousness could some times affect you. You are not responsible for the fluctuation in the state. Hence
working for collective awakening acquires great significance in the context of sustaining an individual`s awakening.

From the book “Amma – The Divine Mother”